[ESS-04] ASMR and Something Else Part 2

ASMR AND SOMETHING ELSE PART 2

My eyes are closed but I am not sleeping. It is raining outside my suite.

It has been more than 24 hours after the sexy incident that I had with Carlson at the beach. It was the first time ever in his life that he had sex with another man. He never really got to interrogate his sexuality. He had always been sure about his attraction to girls, especially to his long-time girlfriend Gia.

Of course, I feel guilty that I cheated with a man. But there's just somethiing about Carlson that rocks my core. I can't stop thinking about his perfectly muscular body. His long and hard dick that drips with so much precum. His handsome face that becomes more handsome whenever he winces in ecstasy. His deep, baritone voice that sounds so sultry when he speaks and moans in pleasure. And how can I forget how he looks so slutty yet masculine when he sucks his own dick? And when he sucked my dick so expertly? Even with closed eyes, I can see him above my body, panting and sweating as he rides my dick. All these thoughts keep me horny and half awake while the sound of rain envelopes me.

I hear knocks on the door. I open my eyes, get out of bed immediately and rush to the door. I gasp when I find Carlson standing on my doorstep.

He is wearing write shirt and blue shorts. He is holding an umbrella, but he is quite wet. Some of the rain water has soaked the fabric of his shirt, and clung on his muscles. I can even make out the shape of his nipples.

On one hand, he is holding my camera that is still mounted on its own tripod. He shows it to me and says, "I found this on the floor, wet. I think it might have been knocked over by some strong winds. It's still on but it looks like it has collected water for some time already. Were you taking an ASMR vid again? I hope it's not broken."

I take the camera off his hand and inspect it. The camera is still on and taking feed. I close it. "Don't worry. This thing is water and fall proof. I hope I got a decent amount of runtime on this for my youtube account. Thanks, Carlson."

I look I Carlson and catch him staring deeply at me. I feel my heart race. This is the first time I am seeing him after our beach side encounter. Forbidden feelings start to reemerge. My eyes stay glued on the wet parts of the shirt where I can get a silhouette of his physique.

Carlson finally speaks up, "so. Uhm... Yeah... I just noticed that your camera fell off while I was walking around the resort. That's all. So... Uhm... If you need anything don't hesitate to call the front desk, Miller. See you around."

Before he can turn and walk away, I catch his arm to stop him, "hey. Carlson, can you stay for a while?"

He faces me, his face colorless, "I'm really, really sorry Miller about what happened. It's never gonna happen again."

"Heyyy... heyy... No need to apologize," then I stutter, "a-actually... To be honest... I-- I kinda liked it too..."

His expression suddenly shows guilt, "oh woww... Uhmmm... Well... I'm really sorry. Because you shouldn't really have been exposed to that shit. It's a sin. And... and you're my cousin's boyfriend. I shouldn't have pounced on you like that."

I am shocked. There was so much remorse that came with what he said. "Are you alright? Do you want to stay and talk it out?"

He shakes his head, "I think... I think it's better that we no longer see each other until your booking ends."

I hold him firmer, "I insist. You can't just walk away after what happened. You're remorseful, I'm confused."

He keeps mum, signifying his surrender.

I close the door and I usher him to sit with me on the small dinner table of the suite. He remains quiet, looking down.

I decide to speak out. "like I said, you don't have to feel guilty, okay? I just need someone to talk to about it. It's my first time, you see. And you... you were soo... ugh... so amazing... And so sexy... I never knew I could feel like that with a man... And then now you're acting all weird."

He frowns, "Miller, it's not that easy for me. You can ask Gia. I come from a really uptight religious family and they don't know this secret. They can't know I'm a filthy homosexual who's just so horny for my own kind. Ughh... I can't. That's the reason I left the city and took this resort management job. To get away from their sight. Shit. I don't want my people to disown me. In here, I'm freer to act out on my lewdness and have sex with men. But ugh. Everytime I do it, I'm just filled with guilt, you know? Especially with you. Because you're my cousin's boyfriend."

I sigh. "I see... I understand it now." I feel sorry for him. I do know that Gia's relatives are quite uptight, so I get where he is coming from. I guess his sexual exhibitionism and his advance to me a day ago were actually caused by abnormal coping because of the great self-loathing and restraint he has for himself.

He stands up, "I shouldn't be here anymore. I should stop myself because I'm getting tempted again."

I stand up and pull him to me, "no, Carlson, wait." I embrace and kiss him. He kisses me back.

His eyes are wide after the kiss. "Shit. Miller don't do this. Don't you feel guilty? You're cheating on your girl!"

"Yeah. But if I don't do this, I'd be cheating on myself," I admit, "here's the deal. Let's just make most of this sin. One night. Just this one night. Then tomorrow, we can forget everything and go on with our lives. This will be our secret."

I am determined. I want to feed this curiosity of mine before I go back to the city-- back to Gia.

"Fuuuck... Shiiit... You're so fucking hard to resist..." Carlson grumbles as he breathes heavily on my face.

I kiss him again, and this time he kisses back more ardently. He's more convinced. I proceed to take off his clothes before he changes his mind. This time, unlike the last, I will be taking charge.

He helps me take my clothes off as well. The next thing we know, we are already both on top of my bed. Our hands grope each other's hard bodies as we suck on each other's mouths.

After the kiss he hugs me and whispers in my ear, "you want this huh? You're really trying to break me, eh? You want to see me become a full slut for yah, eh?"

I shudder. His deep velvety voice is just so sexy, especially when he speaks of lewd things. He really has broken down his walls, "uhmm... Yeah. Yeah. I want you to be a slut for me... Ughh... You're making me so hot... So fucking horny... ahhhh..."

"You wanna go crazy? Are you ready for crazy?" he mumbles seductively.

"Shiiit. Yeahh... Carlson... Ogghh... You're making me feel so hot."

His hand reachers my cock and then he squeezed my shaft. "Yeaaahhh... You're so hard. Yeah. You're hard for me? You're hard for another man? "

"Gawd, yeah."

He rolls and goes on top of me. From his meek and reluctant facial expression when he first entered my room, he now looks at me with devilish hunger, as if ready to devour me. He spits on his palm the jacks off my dick slowly while staring at my quaking body, "so, tell me... Miller... since we had sex yesterday... you can't stop thinking about me, can you?"

I nodded. I'm too overwhelmed to answer especially now that his other hand is flicking my nipple.

He looks down at my dick, "ohh... Shit. You're making me so sinful Miller." Then he goes down on me and starts sucking my cock.

I start to writhe in ecstasy, "ohhh... Myyy... Ohhh shiiit..." His mouth is so hot and tight. I've never been sucked like this before.

Carlson looks up to me as he goes up and down my penis. He looks so handsome with a slab of meat in his mouth.

"Ohhh my goood... You're mouth is sooo goood yeaaahhhh..." I groan.

He releases my cock and says, "yeah? You like my mouth on your dick?"

"Yeah! I dooo!"

Then he licks my balls. He makes them fully wet with his saliva. Then he returns to sucking my cock.

I continue squirming in ecstasy. I can feel the head of my cock banging onto his throat. His eyes are wet with tears as he tries to bet more of my manhood inside and deepthroats me.

"GAAAAHH!" he exclaims after he releases my cock. He breathes heavily, "damn. I haven't had many cocks in my life, but I'm sure yours is the best." Then he starts kissing my abs. He starts licking my nipples. He goes up further then licks my neck.

We come face to face again, and he kisses me once more.

He then takes my hand and brings it to his hard, leaking cock. I grasp it and feel its hardness.

Carlson stops kissing and grins at me, "you wanted that right?"

"I've never touched a dick that's not mine," I admit.

"So, how's my dick for your first."

"Damn, Carlson, you're big."

"Yeah. I am. And it's tasty. I should know. I've tasted it myself." Then he smirks, knowing that I have seen him suck his own cock before. "You want it right? If I bring it to your face, you'll suck it right?"

I swallow, I couldn't answer. I know I am attracted to him, but I am not sure if I can cross the line yet.

He notices my ambivalence and crumples his forehead, "I though you wanted to make most of this sin? You pressured me, and now you don't even wanna suck my cock?"

"I didn't say no," I defend, "it's just, I've never sucked dick before and yours is just... big."

He then crawls up until his knees are at my shoulders and his eight incher is already at my face. It's leaking precum on my chin.

"Open up," he instructs.

I parted my lips and allowed the large head to enter. I taste the sweetness of his precum and the saltiness of his skin. I let the bulbous head stay inside me for awhile without moving. It continues to flood precum in my mouth. I swallow some of it. It is hard and hot.

"Shit. You look so hot with a dick in your mouth. I'm gonna go a bit deeper. Brace yourself," he says then enters around two inches into my mouth.

His urging makes me hornier. I try to take more inches into my mouth. About halfway I start to choke so I start.

"Uhmmm... Yeaahhh... Suck me like how I sucked you..." Carlson demands.

I start going back and forth on his cock. I feel awkward, but I instinctively shield my teeth.

He massages my shoulders as he gently pushes me deeper into his dick. "oooohhh... You're making me feel so good, Miller."

I look up and saw his majestic pecs framing his face looking down on me with so much ecstasy.

He then brings my hands to his glutes. I massage his hard, beefy butt as I continue to suck on his throbbing penis.

Then he speaks, "ahhh... Put your finger in my ass..."

And I do as I am told. My tight middle finger finds his hole and enters. It's hot and tight inside. I push and pull out of it.

"Ahhh... Ahhhh..." he moans, "put another. Put another... I can take it."

I insert a second finger. I feel his sphincter pressing onto my fingers as I continue to wiggle them inside him.

His body shakes. He reaches for his own nipples and start flicking them, "ohhhhh shiiittt... Ohhh..."

I put a third finger and his body quakes harder. His hips start to thrust his dick deeper into my mouth. I choke but eventually my throat gets more accustomed to having more dick in my mouth.

Suddenly, Carlson pulls away from me, "ohhh shit. Shit! Wait!"

"What?" I ask, confused.

"You need to fuck me again, man!" he bellows. He lays down the bed and lifts his thighs up. "Ughhh shit. Fuck me dude."

I don't need to be asked twice. I immediately position myself under him. I place his legs on my shoulders. I point my dick to his asshole. I push in and his sphincter immediately sucks my member in.

"Ohhhh god fucking shit!" I react when my dick suddenly gets constricted by his hot, tight anus.

He bites his lip, "ohhhh shit. Fuuuck... Ohhh..." He looks a bit hurt.

I freeze. "Are you alright?"

He shakes his head, "no. I'm gonna be good. You fucked me before. I can do this. Just put it in..."

I slowly slide in two inches into him. He winces but he's not complaining.

I let my cock stay in for some time. I hold his dick which got less hard. I jack it off while staring at his eyes.

"Uhmmm... Ohhh... my gooood..." he whimpers. "Your dick and your hand feels sooo good..."

While masturbating him, I slide in the last inches of my cock into his hole. My pubes meet his ass cheeks. I'm fully in.

"Gaawd... Your ass feels so tight..." I mumble.

Carlson grins, "tighter than your girl's pussy."

I chuckle. He is so far from the remorseful guy who came it. It looks like he has repressed his sexuality so much that when he acts on it, he becomes devilishly slutty, "yeaaahh... Your pussy is tighter than your cousin's." I can't believe that came out of my mouth but it made me hornier.

He bites his lip again, "well then, fuck me dude."

I start thrusting in and out of this sphincter, unaware of how fast and how deep I am going.  I just know that I am having the best time of my life. I can feel the sweat rolling down my skin. The sound that our skins make as my thighs and his cheeks clap with each other makes rhythmic music with the loud rainfall outside.

Carlson reaches up to me then pulls my body down. His lips catches mine and we kiss ardently.

As our tongues dance, his palms trace down my back and pushes on my muscles. Then he presses on my ass, as if urging me to fuck him deeper. So, I did. He moans in my mouth.

I continue to jack of his long penis that is back to its full mast.

After the long kiss, we star at each other while breathing heavily.

Carlson suddenly raises his hips further. Until his crotch is directly above his face.

I straighten my limbs to accommodate this new angle. My thrusting now goes down with gravity. I feel like I am getting deeper into him. I don't stop.

He siezes his own dick from my hand. He starts to masturbate while I continue to fuck him.

He squeezes his dick and a glob of precum comes out. It falls down. Carlson catches the liquid with his mouth.

"Ohhhh shit. You're fucking hot!" I exclaim as I watch him drinking his own fluid.

He raises his hand closer to my face, "wanna taste me?"

I open my mouth and start sucking on his hand. I can taste his precum. It tastes weird. But good. I continue fucking him.

Carlson continues to milk his own dick of precum. His mouth stays open so he can catch all of the fluid floating from it. Some of the precum also drip onto his handsome face. He looks sexier with precum on his face.

Then he folds his body further, until he does it again. His bulbous head touches the tip of his lips. And then, the tip of his dick disappears into his mouth. He's self-sucking again-- while I am fucking him.

The steeper angle of his body makes it a bit harder for me to continue grinding into him. I reach for the headboard for  leverage then I continue thrusting down onto his hole. Each thrust I deliver puts his dick deeper into his mouth.

"Damn it Carlson! You're such a horny fucking slut!" I declare hoarsely.

"Hrmm...." he groans as he continuous suckling on his own hard member.

We remain in this position until Carlson's body starts shuddering heavily.

He opens his mouth. "OH MY GOOOD!" Then his dick spurts volleys of cum. He coughs a little because some of the cum went directly to his throat. However, most of the semen splattered onto his face, smearing white gooey liquid on his skin.

My gahd. He just looks fucking hot with a facial of cum.

His orgasm triggers spasms in his sphincter. This, together with the sight of him showering in cum sent me to the edge.

"FUUUUUUCK!" I growl as I fuck the deepest and the fastest and allowed my cock to release my seed into his bowels. More than five spurts of cum was ejected by my dick.

As soon as I finish my climax, I pull out my cock from him. His body straightens from the acute angle he assumed while doing his auto-fellatio.

I look at his face and find that some of the cum has already dripped down to his chin and neck.

Also, his expression looks horrified. I can see the remorse changing his expression.

"Hey stop that. You can't feel guilty again after all the good things we've done tonight," I tell him firmly as I lay down and hug him.

He smiles weakly, "I know. I know I've sinned. But Miller, thanks. It's worth it."

"I think so too." I lay my head on Carson's chest. His heart still pounding fast.

We sleep together that night in my suite.

*TO BE CONTINUED*

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